Is the google translate plugin enough?

Question

IT education

Since childhood, I have hatred and aversion to learning English, and languages ​​in general, including Russian.

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Мама преподаватель английского я думаю это она виновата, насильно заставляла учить. Делала сеансы изучения английского слишком долгими, скучными, короче представьте 5 летнему ребенку несколько часов без отдыха учить английский, еще и делать это максимально скучно, наказывать и тд, за то что он этого делать не хочет.
В школьные годы у нее почти не было времени учить со мной англ, а сам я его уже ненавидил и естественно скучнейшие уроки английского из 5-6 человек в группе добавляли "любви" к изучению языка.
В итоге после школы я имел почти никакой уровень знания языка, потому что мозг выбрасывает ненужную, неиспользуемую информацию.
В универе попал в группу beginner, либо pre-intermediate (не помню) было не так скучно, но энивей через силу высиживал 1.5 часа, всю информацию благополучно забывал, а домашку на сайте помогла выполнять криворукость разработчика сайта

Now I still have almost zero level of knowledge and I can't teach it. All I learned was some keywords or functions in different languages, simply because knowing the translation of a function is easier to remember.
I hate learning the language, I like English itself and I would not refuse to know it just like that.
I have great pleasure in learning formal languages, but English just can't.
I'm just starting to read any English-language articles, even if I know all the words, I get very strong anger, irritation, and if I drive in every unfamiliar word into the translator, I want to cry and break the monitor. When reading rather complex syntactic constructions in c++, this does not occur.
Moreover, I came to find out information that is interesting to me, it is not always very simple, and if I also get distracted by the translator, it will take much more time, spend a lot more nerves, and in general, the desire to learn something new may disappear.
Therefore, I just click on the plugin and try to read, not to say that everything is clear there, some sediment of misunderstanding remains when reading, but I understand the main meaning.
Is it possible to survive in IT at all with a similar approach? Do not learn English, but use only the plugin? It is clear that it will be more difficult, but is it POSSIBLE?
I hope over time he will translate no worse than a person.

Answer 1

You can go to 1Sniki.

Answer 2

To a psychologist, there to tell this story, then fix everything and learn English.

Answer 3

The plug-in cannot replace a person (c)

Answer 4

Anger and resentment is better to discard. You learn it first of all for yourself, and not for someone else. The modern world requires knowledge of English.
What level of English did your mother have? If high, then it was a sin not to learn from her.

Answer 5

I think it’s impossible, but what if you want to chat on the forum, for example, or ask a question, it’s not a fact that Google will translate correctly, at least the same slang and set expressions, you should know, but you can learn them automatically only when reading the same forums