How to find yourself in activity? Need tips, your experience?

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Good day to all. My name is Michael, I am 28 years old. In all my 28 years, I have learned/tried a lot. From chef to game designer.
So that's the question you ask. I will follow you a little and tell you what and how, in order to let everyone understand what is at stake and what the question is.
Every time I learn / read / see something new for myself, not necessarily everything, but something that suddenly interested me inside. I give up all my other business / work / study, etc. and start to plunge headlong into what I liked, but. There is a big BUT, after some time or after the appearance of some kind of difficulty in this business / field / profession, I begin to slowly fade away, that is, interest and desire begin to disappear, and slowly the brain begins to look for something new among the news / films / series and begins all over again.
I still can't figure out if it's a disease or something else. But I'm 28 years old and I know a little bit of everything and it infuriates me. I want to know one thing and know it 100%, love it, get roughly an orgasm from my work / my business, etc.
Can someone tell me how to deal with this, what to do. Maybe someone went through this, maybe I'm not the only one.
Answers like - force yourself and do one thing, will not work. Since I tried to do it. But nothing happened. My brain is defeating me :(
Thank you in advance and please take my question more seriously, as this is not a joke and it infuriates me very much, irritates and kills.

Answer 1

No one here will answer this question for you, you need to understand yourself, go to a psychologist. he will help you understand what is wrong with you, try to eradicate laziness, laziness is the first obstacle to success

Answer 2

My experience tells me that only the phrase "fuck 24x7, and the wrong one will stay in ... ram" helps not to stay in ram.

Answer 3

You described the average bad worker, that's fine