The correctness of studying the web sphere or in the head of a house how to be?

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Good evening, such a question arose
. I studied from video lessons where I read articles for 6 years, maybe a little more. But for all this time I have not created a specific site due to the fact that I have a stupor, I don’t know what to do. It seems that there is a baggage of knowledge, but I don’t even know how to apply it, because there is a house in my head. It so happened that every time I'm going to delve into problems, like I changed my job not related to the web, I don't have enough time, or I get very tired. Now I realized that it’s better to spend less time on work and study as much as possible and put the knowledge in order, put it on the shelves, but I don’t know how to do it. Where to start so that there is no mess in my head and take the first freelance orders so as not to be dependent on my work, because it’s not interesting to me. Interest lies only in the field of the web

Answer 1

It's not stuck, it's house! In my controversial past - youth stage.

https://youtu.be/Nh4szGYlaDo
Here's a Web Developer Development Map .
Not necessarily in that order, it is not necessary to learn all the topics from cover to cover, but at least in general terms to understand what is there in each of the paragraphs. Well, the more of the points you know perfectly well - the closer to the proud but useless title of "fullstack".
This stuff will last for a few more years. And if you add video tutorials, it will be possible to reach retirement. The main thing - do not even try to write code.

Answer 2

house in the head

and then they ask why domestic freelancing is in such a mess

Answer 3

6 years is a lot. Open dribbble and make up the main one. Then add adaptive, then scripts.
This is enough for a confident start (you have already mastered all sorts of emmets / assemblers / preprocessors / bootstraps in 6 years).